Friday, March 27, 2009
I just wrote out a really long letter, getting down some of the thoughts and confusion that has been crashing around inside of my head (picture a clothes drier with a few wrenches thrown in.) I noticed something. I put a lot of consideration into making sure that I don't limit what God can do with my life. I don't want to shut doors that God wants to leave open, and so a lot of time is spent second guessing and triple guessing decisions; making sure they aren't getting in the way of God's plans for using me.
Which is great!
But if I were to compare the time I spend actively seeking God and being with him, to the time I worry about the future; well, it wouldn't be a pretty picture.
I need to make movements toward a life rooted more deeply in God, instead of what God has planned for me to accomplish.